It's been 4 months now.
4 months since SPM ended.
4 months I've been literally doing nothing.
4 months thinking about my future.
4 months..
of torture.

I went from a happy girl to a rather grumpy person.
I got pissed off easily by the tiniest little things.
4 months seemed like 4 years. ._.

Within these 4 months,
Relationship that is wrong in moral. Well, at least in my view it's wrong. ._.
Failed my driving test that i have 100% confidence in.
Never got support by my family about the course i wanted to study.

To be honest, i thought after SPM result released i would be completely sure what i want to study.
and to my disappointment, I got a C+ in my Chemistry.
Eventho my overall result was good, except for Chemistry. It's still very very disappointing.
In my 5 years of studying Chemistry I've never expect my History will have a better grade than Chemistry. Never.

IT'S OKAY! :@ LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS ANYWAY.
At least within these 4 months, I've been to 3 countries.
Met people that made me extremely happy and alive.
Grateful grateful grateful.
I need to be grateful to change my life. rawrrrr!

And about the course i'll choose,
It's still a question mark to me. ):

Hipster yaw! :D